| 2 songs that i wrote a long time ago |
[Aug. 9th, 2005|04:39 pm] |
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Far Away
Why are we so far away, everytime I think about it its just another day
So tell me....
[ chours ]
Why do I get upset when I dont hear your voice,
So why do you love me if you have a choice,
Why do I cry when you get mad, Why do you care if I'm glad,
I want to be there so damn bad!!!!
We are ment to be, but to get to you I have to navigate the SEVEN SEAS!!!!!
So tell me....
[ chours ]
Why do I get upset when I dont hear your voice,
So why do you love me if you have a choice,
Why do I cry when you get mad,
Why do you care if I'm glad,
I want to be there so damn bad!!!!
It was destiny that brought us together,
You and I were ment to be FOREVER!!!!
( pause )
So tell me....
[ chours ]
Why do I get upset when I dont hear your voice,
So why do you love me if you have a choice,
Why do I cry when you get mad,
Why do you care if I'm glad,
I want to be there so damn bad!!!!
I love you so much,
Your the only one that cares,
You love me so much..
..But it sucks that life is so UNFAIR!!!!!
So tell me....
[ chours ]
Why do I get upset when I dont hear your voice,
So why do you love me if you have a choice,
Why do I cry when you get mad,
Why do you care if I'm glad,
I want to be there so damn bad!!!!
Why do we have to be so FAR AWAY!!!!!!!!
We will be together someday.....( fade out )
Leaving This Place
Sometimes I just want to leave this place...
I can't do anything right
I'm always in a fight
What did I do
To Anger you
Everyone around me is hurt
Everything I do makes me a jerk
No matter how hard I try
Nothing will ever change
Everything will remain the same
No one needs this shit
I'm so sick of it
I can't take it anymore
I'm done with all of this
I just want to leave this place
No one needs me anyways
All this time I've been a disgrace
All this time I let go to waste
All my life down the drain
All the time feeling the pain
I just can't take it no more
I don't want to fight anymore
I don't want to be here anymore
I need to get away form this mess
You don't need to see my face
I hate this FUCKING PLACE
I don't need to take your shit
I don't want it no more
I need to get away form it
I don't want to fight anymore
I can't do anything right
I'm always in a fight
What did I do
To Anger you
Everyone around me is hurt
Everything I do makes me a jerk
No matter how hard I try
Nothing will ever change
Everything will remain the same
So I'm leaving this place
Never to be heard again
No one ever listened
So whats the point in remaining
I have to leave this place
To get away from all the pain
To get away from it all
I'm leaving this place...
sry i didn make it a cut guys |
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[Jul. 22nd, 2005|03:05 am] |
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why does noone ever fall for the nice guy whay are we just always the good friend..its really not fair |
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| i hate life |
[Jul. 13th, 2005|12:21 pm] |
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I really Don't Want To Be Here Anymore....I have nothing left |
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| i hate this thing |
[Jul. 4th, 2005|06:59 pm] |
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for all of u who didn kno ..my good comp crashed on me so i hav no acess to aim anymore the one i am usein wont download it..so if any of u really wan to talk to me jus call me..so yeah..and lexas gona be here soon yayness..cant wait..so yeah thas the jist of it all..no aim sry guys ...well later |
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[Jun. 13th, 2005|11:35 pm] |
Hell yes Thats What im talkin about lol!!!! |
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[Jun. 13th, 2005|11:17 pm] |
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[Jun. 12th, 2005|08:56 pm] |
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ok for everyone who reads this thing..i am joining the MARINES buy sometime this week or so...yes u heard right i said im goin to be leavin u all for a while..yeah i kno sad but its wat i wan to so do..so yeah jus thaught i wud let u all kno that....i shud be leavin nex june so yeah u all hava year left to see me and wat not..and the only bad part is that i will be losin all of my hair * cry * but yeah its all goos so yea..bye
LOVE YOU ALEXA |
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[Jun. 11th, 2005|06:02 pm] |
1. Name:
2. Age:
3. Fave Color:
4. Fave Movie:
5. Fave Song:
6. Fave Band:
7. Most Embarassing Moment:
8. Are you a virgin?
HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ...
1. Are we friends?
2. Do you have a crush on me?
3. Would you kiss me?
4. ...with tongue?
5. Would you enjoy it?
6. Would you ever ask me out?
7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater?
8. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?
9. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before?
10.Would you walk on the beach with me?
11. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me?
12. Do you/have you talked crap about me?
13. Do you think I'm a good person?
14. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)?
15.Do you think I'm hot?
16. If you could change anything about me -would you? if you would what?
17.Would you have sex with me?
18.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?
19.Would you have a fling with me?
20. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? |
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[May. 27th, 2005|04:28 pm] |
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Alexa please call me wen u get the chance k hun..ok talk to u laterz byebey LOVE YOU!! i miss u so much please call |
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[May. 24th, 2005|06:07 pm] |
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| | Trivium - Ember To Inferno | ] |
You are a Dark Mask, the fourth class of vampire.
You can adapt easily to any climate and
situation. Your servants are few, mostly
because you choose not to sire others. Your
chief ability is shiftery-- you can become
anyone or anything. Overall, you are a great
person. Keep us guessing.
What class of vampire are you? (more new images!)
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Reserved, quiet, wise and free spirited
You are a sprite of the Earth: You have a deep
connection with the earth and all its
creatures, preferring plants and animals to
people you are quiet and reserved. You
understand things on a different level and can
often see straight through to a persons true
intentions. You are mysterious to everyone even
those in your family, they may live with you
but that doesn't mean they 'know' the real you.
Being inside the house for long periods of time
can be torture, you crave the outdoors and love
simply escaping up a tree or into the forest
where you can be free. Although you may be
smart you are easy to judge a person because
you fear what they 'may' be going to do. You
are wise in things that most overlook and you
are very creative in many aspects like art,
music, etc... Although try as they may to seek
you, you are a free spirit. Just let them try
to catch and put you in a cage.
.::=What type of Mythical Sprite are you?=::. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers-
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Morpheus
?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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[Apr. 23rd, 2005|03:07 pm] |
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1. Name:
2. Age:
3. Fave Color:
4. Fave Movie:
5. Fave Song:
6. Fave Band:
7. Most Embarassing Moment:
8. Are you a virgin?
HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ...
1. Are we friends?
2. Do you have a crush on me?
3. Would you kiss me?
4. ...with tongue?
5. Would you enjoy it?
6. Would you ever ask me out?
7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater?
8. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?
9. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before?
10.Would you walk on the beach with me?
11. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me?
12. Do you/have you talked crap about me?
13. Do you think I'm a good person?
14. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)?
15.Do you think I'm hot?
16. If you could change anything about me -would you? if you would what?
17.Would you have sex with me?
18.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?
19.Would you have a fling with me?
20. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? |
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| Leaving This Place |
[Apr. 4th, 2005|03:16 pm] |
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hi all i kno its bena while..but im kina sad and depressed right now..and this is a song i wrote a while back...
Leaving This Place
Sometimes I just want to leave this place...
I can't do anything right
I'm always in a fight
What did I do
To Anger you
Everyone around me is hurt
Everything I do makes me a jerk
No matter how hard I try
Nothing will ever change
Everything will remain the same
No one needs this shit
I'm so sick of it
I can't take it anymore
I'm done with all of this
I just want to leave this place
No one needs me anyways
All this time I've been a disgrace
All this time I let go to waste
All my life down the drain
All the time feeling the pain
I just can't take it no more
I don't want to fight anymore
I don't want to be here anymore
I need to get away form this mess
You don't need to see my face
I hate this FUCKING PLACE
I don't need to take your shit
I don't want it no more
I need to get away form it
I don't want to fight anymore
I can't do anything right
I'm always in a fight
What did I do
To Anger you
Everyone around me is hurt
Everything I do makes me a jerk
No matter how hard I try
Nothing will ever change
Everything will remain the same
So I'm leaving this place
Never to be heard again
No one ever listened
So whats the point in remaining
I have to leave this place
To get away from all the pain
To get away from it all
I'm leaving this place... |
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[Mar. 14th, 2005|06:14 pm] |
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ok all i am really happy for once yay and i dont care who knows y...im happy cuz i gots a wonderful girl friend :) names Alexa..shes really beautiful, kind, sweet funny, pretty much everything i cud ask for...she lives in texas..ye ai kno wat ppl will say but i don care wat they think cuz im happy so blah on yall..i hav actually really liked her for sumtime now...then thursday she told me how she felt and my heart skipped a beat..i was jus like omg yay..im happy because sumone actually loves me :) and i feel the same..i honestly think that this is it she may jus be the one :)...well thas all i hav to say so im out..lata
~COCO~
P.s. ALEXA I LOVE YOU!!! :) :) :) |
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[Mar. 13th, 2005|06:05 pm] |
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ok so i havn updated is sum time so here goes...ok ill start with thursday :)...ok so i was talking to alexa and it was special..i havn ben able to talk to her in a while so yes it was good...we talked bout sum things which i think it all worked out yay :) made me happy..yes people i am happy so ha and i think that this time it will be for a while..shes comming down this summer which is gona be awsome already jus cuz shes commin yay...ok so anywayz on to friday
Fri...
ok so i went to waterford as always after talkin to lexa for a while :) she makes me happy yay...im up there and like noone is really there so blah..i ahte that place anymore..i was walkin around and i had a cig i jus finished and was fixin to put it out wen the cop comes up to me..and is like " whats that in ur hand son? " and i was like ait a cig " and then he asks if im 18 and im like i will be ina few days and hes like but ur not are you and i said no and then he was like do u have anymore and i said it was my last and then he checked me thank god he didn make me pull the pockets of my trench cuz i had a full pack lol..but yea i got kicked out of there but i never left so ha on him..lol theni went home..and slept
Sat...
i wake up and around 1 or so my parents leave for the weekend yay..so arund like 5ish i left for hypenite..stopped and baught sum stuff for sumone lol got myself sum as well so it was all good...at hypenite it was horrible both bands sucked lol...i hung out with andrea all nite that was good..we jus talekd and stuff and hung out..then later i took her home cuz she wanted to leave then i came home..i get into my neighborhood and my headlight shut off oh yay wat fun lol..but i got home and slept again lol..
Today...
i wake up at 830 for sum odd reason..i got online hope to find sumone on but noone was so oh well i was hopn to go to the beach today but my dad said no so meh shit happens..so i sat around all day waitn hopefully for alexa to either call or get online but she didn :( so i was kina bumed so u call geoff and he was sleeping till about 1230 loser lol...but before i called him courtney said she was bored and i was too so we wen up to Mc D's...took her home chilled for a bit then left and then called geoff again picked him up and went to his gf's house and wated a movie then came home so yea...
well that was my week/weeken so meh nutt left to say except lexa call me please if u can luv ya
ok well lata im out
~COCO~ |
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| Meh Life Sucks...Eh' Shit Happens! |
[Feb. 28th, 2005|08:52 pm] |
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Omega - Stone Sour
What a skeletal wreck of man this is.
Translucent flesh and feeble bones,
the kind of temple where the whores and
villains try to tempt the holistic domes.
Running rampid with free thought to free
form, and the free and clear.
When the matters at hand are
shelled out like lint at a
laundry mat to sift and focus
on the bigger, better, now.
We all have a little sin that
needs venting, virtues for the rending
and laws and systems and stems are ripped
from the branches of office, do you know
where your post entails?
Do you serve a purpose, or purposely serve?
When in doubt inside your atavistic allure,
the value of a summer spent, and a winter earned.
For the rest of us, there is always Sunday.
The day of the week the reeks of rest, but all
we do is catch our breath,
so we can wade naked in the bloody pool,
and place our hand on the big, black book.
To watch the knives zigzag between our aching fingers.
A vacation is a countdown, T minus your life and
counting, time to drag your tongue across the sugar cube,
and hope you get a taste.
WHAT THE FUCK IS ALL THIS FOR?
WHAT THE HELL’S GOING ON? SHUT UP!
I can go on and on but lets move on, shall we?
Say, your me, and I’m you, and they all
watch the things we do,
and like a smack of spite they threw me
down the stairs, haven’t felt like this in years.
The great magnet of malicious magnanimous
refuse, let me go, and punch me into the dead
spout again. That’s where you go when there’s
no one else around,
it’s just you, and there was never
anyone to begin with, now was there?
Sanctimonious pretentious dastardly
bastards with their thumb on the pulse,
and a finger on the trigger.
CLASSIFIED MY ASS! THAT’S A FUCKING SECRET,
AND YOU KNOW IT!
Government is another way to say better…than…you.
It’s like ice but no pick, a murder
charge that won’t stick,
it’s like a whole other world where
you can smell the food,
but you can’t touch the silverware.
Huh, what luck. Fascism you can vote for.
Humph, isn’t that sweet?
And we’re all gonna die some day,
because that’s the American way,
and I’ve drunk too much, and said too little,
when your gaffer taped in the
middle, say a prayer, say a face,
get your self together and see what’s happening.
SHUT UP! FUCK YOU! FUCK YOU!
I’m sorry, I could go on and on but
it's time to move on so, remember:
you’re a wreck, an accident.
Forget the freak, your just nature.
Keep the gun oiled, and the temple
cleaned shit snort,
and blaspheme, let the heads cool,
and the engine run.
Because in the end, everything we do,
is just everything we’ve done. |
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[Feb. 23rd, 2005|03:36 pm] |
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| | Atreyu - Bleeding Mascara | ] |
ok so las nite i wen to Atreyu , Norma Jean and Unearth...it was fucking sick people omg...it was just fucking awsome...but i did end up dilocating my shoulder which kina hurt but oh well shit happens and it was fun all the same so yup..well not much else to say sides..i am off the market..yup i have ben taken lol...so im out lata |
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[Feb. 20th, 2005|06:37 pm] |
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| | Godsmack - Mistakes | ] |
so its be quite some time sicne i last updated guys so here goes...too much thinking can really hurt you know...i have been thinking alot of things through..and..well yea..i've ben gettign really depressed at times while in this process..but yea i have been thinking about he people i really care about and stuff and most of it hurts to say so im not...there is one person in particular that i have been thinking alot about..im not gona mention any names as not to cause unwanted drama..but she knows who she is..so yup
ok so fri was pretty koo insetad of goin to waterford like the loser that i am i went to a friends house which was pretty koo even though not too many people showed up lol but it was still fun...then i came home and slept after a huge heart to heart convo with some one...thank you for the help...
sat rolls around and i realize that its battle of the bands oh yay lol..so i take my shower and ride my bike to waterford..god so long lol..once i got ther i saw many people i knew..but after a bit someone special showed up an said they needs stuff so i got em for her :)...so as the night went on i gots to spend alot of time with her which i thaught was good..after BOTB's everyone went to Calico's to see Flash Over...they kick ass...i didnt think that she would be there but she came and i was like yay lol because im dumb like that lol...so we chilled there to i got to spend some good quality time with her..which was realy cool..i whis we cold have talked but we never had the chance...but then i had to leave so i had to say goodbye :( but i gave her a kiss on the cheek and then had to go home ..but all in all it was a good day and night so yea...
oh and im gona apoligize one more time for this ...im sorry ( she knows who she is ) i really shouldn have tried...but yea so...
nothing left to say really so im out lata
~COCO~ |
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